♥ Crusher's Club II ♥

Wooot! That's a wrap, (either that or rap. Hmm) everyone.

xD

I believe it's wrap... Because I always think about wrapping something up...? Maybe? xD

Very soft, indeed. xD Haha, today I tried to hug him, and he airplaned around in a circle, so I just waited for him to turn around, and hugged him, and he's all, "AHH!" I'm like, "Smooth." "Yep, I know. I'm a ninja."

I think it's wrap too.

xDD Oh Laurence....
And awkward stroking is better than romantic touching....

It was so funny. xD I can't tell if he did it intentionally to let me hug him, or if it didn't occur that a circle would get him right back to his point of origin. xD
Yeah, it is. I wonder how long I can go before Josh brings that up again. xDD

It is.

xD Aww. Wow, yeah.. xD
Story related to hugging: Ricky gives these awesome spinning hugs where he picks you up and spins you around. Also he likes to pick people up and carry them. Today he picked me up and cradled me and carried me around drama for legit five minutes. It was so much fun. xD He's just a very huggy person, a natural flirt like me, but he's somewhat selective with his affection.

xD Hehe, yeah...
Aww, that's cute! Five minutes? Awww : <3:
Ooh, is it possible he does like you?

xDD
Cute! I try to do those hugs with Lauren, when she comes running down the hall, elated 'cause she got an 87% on her math test, and she grabs my neck, and we're both gonners.

xD
Aww! That's so cute! Lol, yeahh, Eileen. And it was an 86%. xD "EMBRACE!!!!!"

Not related to hugging at all, Laurence is so upset right now... His grades are crappy, I guess, and it's got him all depressed... I'm sad for him. :-\ But I do believe I've created another awkward moment for him to deal with... Oops. xD

I think it's time I come (come back? It's been like, forever xD) to this club. And since I have a new crush, I'll fill out the from ...from? from? form. xD

Username: Music is Love
Nickname: Katie
Crush's name: Justinn
Anything else? ^3^

LOL! Welcome back! xD Third time's the charm!

xD Wow, Lauren.

KATIEEE! WELCOME BACK! The more the merrier!

Haha, I needed some place to obsessivley talk about my crush. All my friends got really annoyed. xD

Well, hey, Katie, that's what we do! Obsessively talk about our crushes! Welcome back.

It is indeed what we do.

Yep. We all have the same story of annoying our friends to death by not stopping talking about them. xD So, doooo telllll us about Justinnnnn... O.o Sorry, I'm not sure what that was about...

Haha, yeah I guess we do. xD
Justinnn... He's well, amazing. He's really sweet, and funny, always smiling and happy, he's popular. Just like any other guy that a girl would typically fall for, exept something about him is different from all rest. Like, he's more down to earth and sensative than all the other guys. But isn't that something we've all heard a million times. xD

Aw, he sounds cool!
Do you know him, or do you know OF him?

He is x3
I know him. We've talked a few times, and he's in my Civics and Gym class.

That's cool! How has he been when he's talked to you?

He sounds like a guy who's very easy to fall for. Yes, do explain more!

Okay, sorry to butt in here, but last night before I fell asleep and today for at least a few hours I've just been thinking and thinking and thinking... and one thing that I thought about so much it made me feel sick was that Ricky is seriously perfect for me in every way shape and form, I honestly would marry him, and he'll never see me as more than his best friend.
To elaborate: We seriously agree on everything, have everything in common, care about each other to no end, are best friends, want the same thing in a relationship, have the same religious ideas (we're both Roman Catholic but we believe in gay rights and are not entirely agreeing with all of our religion), have the same moral values, want to be the same thing when we grow up and study the same thing in college, etc…. and it sucks because I know I would marry him but we’re freshmen in high school, and it’s highly unlikely for a relationship to last that long. And he doesn’t like me and probably won’t, even though he knows I like him, he probably will never see me in that way ever again and that’s the worst feeling… like I blew my one chance. Even though we both kind of blew it.
I thought about it a LOT more in depth than that, but I don't want to bore you guys with a two-thousand-word post, so I'll just leave it at that.

I can relate to that feeling. Justin just seems so perfect. I send you my best of luck that he shall soon be yours.

It's alright, Nadine. xD
Wow... *deepness alert* BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP! I feel sorry for you... It must really suck to be feeling like that. :-P I don't really know how to help... I do think Ricky will start seeing you romantically, again, though. At some point in the future. Probably not right away, because if you want my take on it, I think he's in that denial phase where that tiny voice in his head is saying, "Well, just maybe you like her," and he's shutting it out because you're his best friend, and he's been there once, and he thinks it's an impossibility for him to have fallen for you all over again. I don't think his little voice is going to convince him of anything, any time soon, so I would expect a rather long wait, but don't give up hope, yet.

Well, usually when we 'talk' it's just a 'Hey' or he'll say my name funny and we'll both start laughing. If that counts as talking xD But there's only really two problems that are stopping me from talking to him.
1. He's popular and I'm well... not. xD 2. He's friends with two girls that I dont really like, and they don't like me, and he hangs with them a lot.
I don't find the popularity thing too big of a problem. He's not the kind of guy who would'nt talk to someone just 'cause they're a loser. (:

Wow, Lauren took the words right out of my mouth. I'm sure if you give it some time, he'll realize how perfect you are for him.

Well, Justin sounds good. Best of luck with him!

Yeah, I agree with Katie and Lauren. Give it time.

Yeah, that counts as talking. But I can see your problems here... :-\ #1 doesn't seem too bad, but #2 could be potentially problematic...

Oh, sorry Katie. *puts words back in your mouth* Yeah, just wait for a little.

Hm, I see. I suggest you try to get to know him better, and take the opportunity to talk with him when those girls aren't around or online/through texting so it's just one-on-one.

Thanks, guys. Yeah, I know I'm going to have to wait for ages, probably a few years. Maybe I'll meet someone else in that time, I don't know... because let's face it, I'm desperate. xP But I don't want just another okay or bad relationship, I want a good one, even a perfect one, and that would be me and Ricky...