♥ Crusher's Club III ♥

Yay! xD I came out to the computer this morning, and looked at the date, and was all, "Huh. Nineteen... I feel like that has some signifi-- Ohhh..." xD I'm rockin' the double digits. Oh yeah.

Aww, hehe. If you two see each other on your one-year and don't kiss, I WILL FLIP A SHIT. That is all.

LOL, one thing. Our one-year is on a Saturday. xD Probably not a big chance of that. I don't think he's even told his parents that we're dating. I don't think he ever will. xD But if we do get to February, it's possible that we'll have a dance somewhere in that time. I'll kiss him then.

NO NO NO NO NO. UNACCEPTABLE. Ask him to hang out at your house, he can tell his parents you're just friends if he really must, and you can kiss him there. Ta-da, the end, all settled, GOOD. ACCEPTABLE.

Dude, if he's over, I won't have a single private moment. xD Mom'll be in my room, and my brother won't leave me alone... I can almost guarantee that it won't work out. And it would be super awkward... Neither of us has ever been to the other's house... :-\ I'm not saying I don't want to, but, it's just so problematic that I don't know if it's all going to work out...

Grrrrr. I can't believe you've been dating this kid for ten months, known him for how many years? And you have never been to his house or he to yours. It's rediculous. Well how about if you guys go to the movies or something? I mean really... xP He's going to have to tell his parents eventually... you can't maintain a mature relationship if the only time you see each other is occasionally in school.

Yeahh... xD 3 and a half... Okay, that might be able to work. I'll see if we can get together, okay? No promises, though. I figure eventually, if we make it into high school, his parents will eventually ask if he has a girlfriend, and he'll be forced to say something. I think they've guessed, because my little brother and his little brother are in the same grade, thus my mom, and his mum talk a lot... It was so funny, Mom was all, "His mom's like, ((insert Mom's attempt at a British accent))'Oh, he's always talking about her, and they talk almost every night... It's so sweet.'" xD I'm assuming that they've figured it out, but it's so awkward.

xD Oh my gosh, wow. How is it awkward haha?

xD Yes, I would like to know how it's awkward too. The movies are a good first step.

Just being all, "Hey, can he come over?" and having Mom go on about it and stuff... It's often easier to just not ask...

T.T
Really? I would endure a minute of annoying embarrassment by my mother to see my boyfriend OF ONE WHOLE FREAKING YEAR on our anniversary. xD Sorry, I'm probably pissing you off. I just don't see how you can stand never spending time with the boy you love except for limited times in school with other people around.

It would be nice, but it's just such a hassle to get together, because then it also requires talking on the phone (and if you've ever seen my try, then you understand why this is a dilemma), then we have to survive half an hour with a parent one way or another to get to either house, because we can't drive, there's no privacy at home, and it's sort of weird to be out without several other people there. Then there's the whole embarrassment of just asking him at all, because I'm still like, the shyest person in the world around him, and I can't manage to get my words out... And the other thing is, even though it's special because it's one year, it's still only one day more than 364 days, and one day less of 366. We'll see each other the day before, and then again two days after.

*sigh* Yeah, I guess. You're still shy around him? Really? It doesn't seem like it.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd love to, but hey, it's still 2 months away. There's time to plan. Oh, god, yes... If I know EXACTLY what I'm going to say, then I can get it out. But otherwise it's like... I stutter, and blush a lot, and just get really flustered, and things always come out wrong. I think he might find it sorta cute, because he tries to catch me off-guard, but still, it makes trying to ask him out somewhere hell...

Aw, that's cute. xD Well, just plan out what you want to say and make sure he doesn't catch you off guard.

That, and she's afraid if she calls, his brother Alex will pick up the phone. Yes. It'd be cute to get together, but it probably won't happen.

Oh boy... Not letting Laurence catch me off-guard might be the biggest accomplishment in my life. xDD
Oh yes...
"Hi, this is Lauren. Could I please speak to Laurence?"
"... Hello Lauren."
xD

xDD
What if you told him that you'd be calling him at a certain time? That way, he would know who it was, and when to answer..?

Because if I had the chance to do that, I'd just ask him then. xD But that could be a potential disaster, because I'm a mess when it comes to talking. Especially face-to-face.

Yeah, that'd be better, but why not just ask him then? Yeah, you're getting better at face-to-face. You're working on it.

It's a good thing, too. Cause it's sort of awkward when we're alone together sometimes, because I can't get any words out, and he embarrasses himself, and we both end up just sitting in silence. xD Getting better at communication can't be a bad thing.

Yeah. Yay, for getting better at communication!
As silly as it may sound, coach yourself through talking to him, and asking him places. Or, just talking to im in gerneral.

Woot woot!
It does sound rather silly. xD I'm working on it, and getting slightly better. He's also aware of my dilemma, and he's patient, so it really shouldn't be that challenging. Somehow, it never gets any easier, though.

Well, at least he's patient. It will get easier, though. It always does, no matter how long it takes.

At least he's patient, and knows that you're having a struggle, with it.