♥ Crusher's Club ♥

Yeah, I guess.

Yeah! I'm definitely into that. That would be awesome!

Aw!!!!! That's so sweet! I'm grinning now, that's amazingly sweet!

:-/

Cool. I just thought it'd be really neat.

I know! I'm like, Aww, Laurence! (hug) It was so cute!! Lol, he said he was moving, turns out he was just trying to see if I would be gullible. I didn't fall for it, and after typing my thoughts out loud, I'm like, "... I hope?" Then he goes, "Why do you hope? Is there a long distance camera aimed at my bedroom window?" I'm just laughing and like, "GAH! I'm not that much of a stalker!"

That is such a cool idea, Lauren!!

AWWW. That is soooo cute! I wonder if Brandon gets jealous when he sees me hanging out with my guy friends.

xDD Ahaahhaha

Nice. You guys start keeping your list. I just have it saved as a draft on my email, and when I think of a new one, I just add it.

I'd never really thought about it before. Like, I know I get jealous as heck even if he's just talking with other girls. I know they're just friends, but it's sorta like Grr... I hadn't really considered that it might make him think exactly the same thing when I'm with Josh, Patrick, Drew, Tyler, the rest. I find it sweet, really.

I laughed out loud. xD Hehe, today:
Him: *spazzing because I'm trying to hug him* (Lol, he's got a sore throat and doesn't want to get anybody else sick, but I don't care) Nuu!
Me: Why not?
Him: You'll get sick.
Me: No I won't.
Him: Why don't you just hug Eileen?
Me: Cause it's not the same as hugging you, and it's Monday!
Him: Fine... (grins and hugs)
Me: *happy*
Him: Did that feel amazing?
Me: Yes.
Him: (bursts out laughing)
Me: Why do you ask that every time?
Him: Because I'm trying to make it as awkward as possible.
Me: Well, it's working.

Lol, random, but I was just laughing my head off. I like that when he gives up, he smiles. xD Makes me happy.

Yeah, I will.

Yeah, I know. I know I get jealous, but, I don't know if anyone else does, because I don't know of anyone who likes me.

Yeah, it was fun, and then we ninja embraced...

It's nice, because I find those are the little ones that buzz around in my head all day, and drive me completely NUTS!

You'll find someone eventually. You never know who it might be, or when they might come...

Hehehe, that was fun. xD "Nyea..." xD

Okay.

Yeah, I know.

Hehe...

Sorry. Now I'm venting, sorta... It's all coming out.

I know it must be frustrating to hear this, but sometimes it takes a really long time to find the Romeo to your Juliet...

It's okay.

Yeah, it's fine. I remember that you used to spend hours on chat trying to convince me that Dominic wasn't Juliet, but was Rosaline, and all I cared about was why we were switching genders...

It just all piles up, then breaks down my censor...

I know. I was about ready to storm down to your house and kill you, because you were so ridiculously stubborn. xD

I'm sorry.

Yeah, I realize that now.

It's alright. I'll be A-okay tomorrow. But for tonight, I'm gonna be really deep. Censory wall that keeps me from sharing things with you got bombed, and now all my secrets are flooding out like a dammed waterfall.

It was hard for me, because no matter how hard I tried, you wouldn't accept that you had to let go, because I think you were afraid that you wouldn't be able to...

Wow. Alright, you are deep. And, yes.

I think that actually might be true.

Yeah...

And you were so convinced that you were in love, and that you would find some way to make it work out, and I just wanted to hurt you. It was hard to be patient for that long, I found...

Yes....

Yeah, I realize how stupid I was now...

You weren't stupid, you were nervous, and scared, and guilty because you couldn't bear to accept that I was right, because it hurt. I've done the same thing before. That's partly why I could help you, because I did exactly the same thing a little while ago... I don't like to talk about it so much...

Oh yeah, with that person in fourth grade? Yeah, I know now. You should have just slapped me across the face until I realized that I needed to realize that it would only hurt me more.

Yeah... As if I didn't try that. It was hard, cause you just wouldn't give up...

Yeah....

Depressingness, guys.

I know. I wanted to hurt my past self really bad when I re-read that.

Actually, at the moment, I'm just laughing at her, because she was SO determined that she and Dominic were destined for each other, that it was sort of funny to see her excuses. Once I pointed out that he wasn't her type, and a whole bunch of other stuff, and her response was, "Well, he could change!" I wanted to hit her with a metal pole. xD

Ahahaha, I loved those five minutes before Spanish class today. There were about five people standing around... Me, Jenna, Eileen, Laurence, Kian... a couple others maybe, but they aren't important. So we're standing around, I'm zoned out, and Kian goes, "Wait, Laurence, are you and Lauren going out?"
Laurence says, "No..."
Kian's like, "Oh, okay." And everybody else laughed because he fell for it.
Laurence goes, "Dude, we've been going out for two months!"
I chime in, "Actually, three come tomorrow..."
Then Kian goes, "Wait, wait, wait, am I seriously hearing that Laurence has finally got himself a girlfriend?"
The look of shock on Kian's face, the the incredulous look on Laurence's made me want to curl up and die of laughter.
Then Eileen, who has just caught on to what I said, is like, "Oh yeah! Tomorrow's the nineteenth." xD I was just thinking Delayed reaction, much, Eileen? I don't know why, but the whole thing was just hilarious. Lol

Yes, I now want to hit myself with a metal pole.

Yeah, it was. And then:
Me: "Roo, why do you have Starbucks?" Because, he had a coffee of some sort form there, and he replied:
"Why do you have your face?" I was laughing so hard.
Also, in web page design, Skyler was singing livin' on a prayer in his horible singing voice...

Can I please do the honor? *THWACKS WITH METAL POLE*

Ahahahahahaha, excellent. I laughed really hard when you told me that. And then "Everybody get up and do a jig with a tree." lol

Thank you.

I said "Jeg elsker dig" Which is I love you in Danish. I still don't know how you came up with that.